Some thoughts about a weekend away...

I have been away to Brighton, to stay at a Dom friend’s house for a week. We did so many things while I was there, some kinky activities, some clothe shopping and a nice walk on the Brighton Pier and being kids in an ausument acarde while we were there!

I wanted to share with you all a few things about my experiences while I was down in Brighton. On this trip, I have come to realise a few things, and for this, I have my Dom friend to thank for.

Bondage – I have not had much experiences but that was before the Brighton trip! I have been tied up in various positions, with ropes, cuffs or chains. I have enjoyed being in bondage. When I am tied up, I feel really content, I feel like I am in my own world, and I just shut my eyes, enjoying the feeling of being helpless, and not struggling against him (unless we were doing a roleplay ) I enjoyed having him doing things to me, with his fingers, with his hands, with his tongue and many other things. But the best part for me is that when he holds me in his arms, while I am tied up, and I just sleep, dreaming away. That is when I feel at peace, that I feel happy. I can’t wait to explore more bondage with some people I know!

Caning – wow! It was a first time experience for me, and I really enjoyed it. I loved the feeling of the canes on my ass, to feel the sting from the cane, and the heat & pain soon after the cane hits. I like lying down, face down, and just closing my eyes, as I wait for the cane to hit and hit. I would love to try caning again.

Submission – I always wanted to try submission, where I would give up complete control to someone else, and let him use me in any way he wishes. This was a good opportunity for me to try it with my Dom friend for a 24 hour period. Now, I know some people may say that we might be not matched with each other, and that I might feel submissive to someone else who might be more suitable to me. But believe me, it was more than just a mismatch – it was me feeling upset, me feeling disgusted at myself, for giving up control, when I preferred to be more in control, to control the session, to control the submissive (not him!) This is a big part that I have came to realise that although I love to be on the bottom for pain play etc (as you will read in the page about me, I knew that I will not be giving up compete control once again for someone. And I am glad that I embraced submission with an open mind, and I walked away from it, knowing that I will never be in that positions again…..well, never say never!

So these are some thoughts I wanted to share with you.

Please do share your thoughts with me, on anything I might have said, or to ask questions etc.

Thank you