What does being a submissive means to me?

I have been thinking about what being a submissive means to me.

Before posting this in my blog, I have been thinking about it very seriously. And I feel that this is what being a submissive means to me.

I believe that I am a naturally submissive who have a desire to please and to serve her Dom in most of the aspects of everyday life. However, I do not know if I could serve in a domestic way, i.e. doing the housework, doing the ironing and doing the washing as I am useless at the housework *laughs* but IF a Dom requires for me to do the housework, I suppose we will have to come to a compromise where I might be best in areas of housework, and might get someone in to do other areas, but this is just my view, who knows, this might change within time and if I am in a D/s relationship, in which that I am not.

I feel that I would like to be lead and guided by a Dom in the bedroom and outside the bedroom, i.e. domestic serves as such as making breakfast (within limits! I am not good at cooking); organising his everyday schedules, etc. I am a very organised person (at times) and could help the Dom in the office, if he does require it and I would like to do little tasks and assignments for him. I dream of this everyday and I hope to find a Dom who is suitable, who likes to look after his little submissive, have a desire for spankings (not for punishments *grins*), to explore and push my limitations, but at the same time, encourages me to achieve my dreams and to be more confident (I am shy in real life, when meeting new faces for the first time.)

In my life, I am an ambitious person, who wants to achieve her dreams in the terms of my working life, I am a tutor, and I hope to become a lecturer at university in the future. And I hope to find a Dom who won’t stop me in achieving my dreams, however I do have dreams to travel so hopefully the Dom will travel with me.

So, my first thought. Who knows, this could change within time.

I will post some more of my thoughts soon.

Thank you for reading and please do comment on the first thought.

Caz x